The Darkness engulfs me as I sleep,
God Im trying my hardest not to weep.
The blankets that surround me feel like hands,
Grungy and Grimy like theyve been in the sand.
The blankets, I have to throw them away,
Because theyre touching me in the most horrible way.
I keep saying its a dream and hes not there,
But I can feel his fingers in my hair.
Shhh its okay
Just do as I say
He-He didnt touch me that way
My eyes snap open and I look around,
My breathing is heavy, its the only sound.
Everyone keeps telling me its okay,
Because he didnt touch me that way.
But its his hands, I can feel them in my hair,
But Hes not there! Hes not there!
Its just me, in my room, alone.
Its the blankets, I have thrown!
hes not there
But its his fingers, I feel in my hair.
But Hes not there!
He didnt touch me there!
I have no right to feel ashamed,
I am the one who is to blame.
Its just me, and my teddy bear.
There are no fingers in my hair