Its Twelve-ThirtySix on Sunday

I sit here sometimes and I think.
Is it really that bad?
Would it really be that bad?

I'd be better than here.
Would anyone really be that sad?
I mean should I be that sad?

I don't know if I should go.
Does she really want me here?
Do they really care?

Some times I wonder if anyone knows.
Do they really understand?
Do they really understand?

I wonder if she really knows.
Does she know whats going on?
Does she really belong in this world?

Sometimes I wonder.
Would it really be that bad?
Do I deserve to be this sad?

Sometimes I wonder.
Should I turn around and
never
look
back
?

Sometimes I wonder.